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End of the Journey
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I have been reflecting on this journey & all the things I have told myself in order to feel better about how long this phase of the journey has lasted. Like reassuring myself a year ago that this would be the last Holiday Season I would have money insecurities. That getting through this one on a budget would mean never having to stress about the materialistic part of Christmas ever again. I get so depressed over it – I didn’t even put up a tree or any decorations.
Christmas, during the plentiful years, was always my favorite Holiday. I ABSOLUTELY love the gift of giving. When I felt I could give that gift I was so motivated to reflect that with an ambience of Christmas cheer.
The house was beautifully decorated with tiny white lights accenting all of my favorite Santa’s & Snowmen. I put up at least 2 trees filled with ribbons & ornaments. One tree was perfectly decorated in Red, Gold, & Silver. The other tree was a lot more colorful. The ornaments were a collection of ones from my kids. They would get a new one every year plus when they were younger, they would always make one at school. Those memories hung in between the twinkle of lights & brightly colored beaded & ribbon garlands.
The house smelled of Christmas cookies and yummy breads. Loved baking.. and having people at home who loved when I baked. Don’t get me wrong, Hubby Type loves my baking but we really just don’t need to eat all that sugar and that’s exactly what would happen if I started baking again. The motivation is different when your kids are home. I will still bake a little bit this Season- but not like I once did.
“I don’t want much for Christmas. I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy, and loved! Wishing you snowflakes, friendship, and winter cheer.”
This year is another year where I just can’t get into the Christmas Cheer. I haven’t even thought about dragging up the endless decorations I have packed away in Red & Green tubs. I laid out the butter this morning in hopes staring at it would help motivate me to bake.
These past couple of years have not been the only years where I have not had the funds to do Christmas in the way I think it should be done but they have definitely been the roughest.
And it’s my fault.
I didn’t believe last year that we would get through the Holiday season without our Blessing and NO WAY did I ever believe we would be sitting here waiting in December 2023.
I have reflected through the years that Christmas shouldn’t be about the material things. It has gotten so commercialized and that’s not what it is about. There is an obvious parallel of the removal of God from our schools, our government & our Lives and the commercialism of our Religious Holidays- especially Christmas & Easter. You & I know it’s by no coincidence.
But it doesn’t make me feel any better when I feel I can’t put the type of presents under the tree that I want to.
As much as I stay away from the Guru shows it’s hard to avoid the roller coaster if you are anywhere near the amusement park (Telegram) We are hearing how close we are… how this needs done before the end of the year. We even read how DJT is going to be back sooner than originally disclosed. And all our hearts leapt with hope.
Mixed with the stress of Christmas I have been reflecting on the realization that we are at the end of this phase of our journey.
What does that actually mean? What is that actually going to look like? Will I be able to live up to expectations? Are my projects bigger than I can manage? Will I have enough funds? Will I just drop the ball all together??
I picture what it will look like and I wonder if that’s more dangerous than anything. I envision Our Community to be there. To Grow. I am counting on you to lean on, to learn from, to laugh with & cry with. I envision being known in Society as one who helps others in need.
But I know that the only way I can bring all this to fruition is by doing what needs to be done. To lead by example. To continue to work towards the greater good. So, I feel the pressure of getting my To Do list done- and it seems all I am doing is writing more item on that To Do list.
We have waited so long for the milestone that moves us from this phase of the journey to our next phase. The journey is no way ending with that much anticipated milestone. It truly is only the beginning.
I have watched and listened to those in our extended Telegram Community. Particularly those communities built in larger rooms and I wonder how many of those friends will ever be able to ascend. Or even if they will end up managing a project. There seems to be some confusion between creating & managing a project – which is a business- and philanthropic work.
I won’t lie – the consesus of what Common Law is absolutely drives me nuts. I had a mod who swore that the meaning of Common Law is that as long as it doesn’t do ‘harm’ to another than it’s all good. We would have discussions on that definition and it seems to me now that a lot of the Telegram community is under the same il-logic.
It’s just one example of how I see so many who say they are awake, say they know, understand that we are here because we allowed others to tell us a narrative & we didn’t question it. So it amazes me that we are doing the exact same thing.
Blindly following people we don’t know. Believing speculation & opinion as fact because it is said by a name we recognize. But most of all, so many forget how to use logic and constructive reasoning.
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I hope that we can be the leaders in many areas. Leaders in education- teaching others how to use logic, to use facts & not just speculation. How to be less judgmental but to use love & understanding instead. I want the next phase of our journey to be filled with laying the ground work down for the next generations to continue with our work ethic and morals. And that is going to be no small task. We have to undo decades of indoctrination. My greatest hope is that we continue to do it together.
So, what does the next phase of our journey really look like?
Maybe nothing like I envision it – but I am ready to find out!!
Love,
KymmiB
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